The past few months have been a complete blur. I’ve started a new job and it’s taking a while to fully adjust to the new routine. I feel so exhausted and unmotivated at all times. I’ve lined up a couple of projects, some more concepts like the B&E I last posted, I’ve worked on some CAD designs but it’s like the saying “Jack of all trades, master of none” there are all these things I can do, but not well enough to acquire merit. I always feel like the work I produce is okay and as my own worse critic okay is never good enough so I keep pushing it all back and saying that I’ll work on it tomorrow but tomorrow I either have this and that to do, or I just feel completely drained that in the blink of an eye my day is gone.
In this festive season, I hope you’ve all had a wonderful time and haven’t been hit with the holiday blues like myself.
Kim Jonghyun, thank you for all you’ve done during your time on earth. We’re all proud of you. You’ve worked hard, now rest in peace.