171226 – Holiday Blues

The past few months have been a complete blur. I’ve started a new job and it’s taking a while to fully adjust to the new routine. I feel so exhausted and unmotivated at all times. I’ve lined up a couple of projects, some more concepts like the B&E I last posted, I’ve worked on some CAD designs but it’s like the saying “Jack of all trades, master of none” there are all these things I can do, but not well enough to acquire merit. I always feel like the work I produce is okay and as my own worse critic okay is never good enough so I keep pushing it all back and saying that I’ll work on it tomorrow but tomorrow I either have this and that to do, or I just feel completely drained that in the blink of an eye my day is gone.

In this festive season, I hope you’ve all had a wonderful time and haven’t been hit with the holiday blues like myself.

Ruth

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Kim Jonghyun, thank you for all you’ve done during your time on earth. We’re all proud of you. You’ve worked hard, now rest in peace.

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